toucha toucha toucha touch me

I was feeling done in, couldn't win
I'd only ever kissed before.
I thought there's no use getting into heavy petting
It only leads to trouble and seat wetting...

Now all I want to know is how to go
I've tasted blood and I want more
I'll put up no resistance, I want to stay the distance
I've got an itch to scratch, I need assistance:

Toucha toucha toucha touch me, I wanna be dirty
Thrill me chill me fulfil me
Creature of the night.

Then if anything grows while you pose
I'll oil you up and rub you down
And that's just one small fraction of the main attraction
You need a friendly hand and I need action...

Toucha toucha toucha touch me, I wanna be dirty
Thrill me chill me fulfil me
Creature of the night.


i want

to work at japanese restaunrant
(actually im going to give them my CVs tomorrow)
to eat Japanese and Korean food.
to cook japanese or korean food.
to learn Korean
to learn Danish
(you know im half korean but i cant speak korean at all)
to study and speak english more and more
to make a film

as you know im in england and im studying english right now but i also want to study Korean, Danish, and German. ahaha i love other country languages. i think if i practice korean very hard, i will be able to speak korean very well because im a half korean, haha noo just kidding. anyway i want to make more korean friends. actually so far, ive never met people from Denmark...hmm.
oh im going to a few japanese restaurant to give them my CVs, dont know why but now i really want to work at there. i know newcastle is a bit far from here (it takes about 40 mins by train) but its okay,,,i think. i mean one problem is that i can catch last train or not. anyway before think aboutit i HAVE TO GET A JOB. ohoho



how lazy i am

I havent wrote my blog long time, i had many chance to do it but i was lazy to do that. and now i cant sleep at all and im bored as hell so now im going to write it ;)
I was in Luke's house from 11th to 16th. i had really great time with him and also his family, his friends were really kind of me. we kissed a lot, we had a bath together everything was fabulous but when we had a bath together, both of us got dizzy, ahaha. his parents took us to Humber bridge, its really long and high bridge and view from this bridge was good. When we walked, i pretended to kick something and then my shoe came off and flew away, that was funny. one thing that i dissapointed was i lost my small degital camera. i though i putted in my lagguage and when i opened it in his house, my camera dissapared then i thought i might have left in my house but i cant find it for now. hmmmm i always lost something ahaha....no seriously i have to be careful more.
Yesterday i went to buffet with my school friends, there were many kind of different country food such as, Italian, Chinese, Thai, Japanese and so on, i was really excited about japanese food because of i miss my country food but when we went to there, Sushi was ONLY japanese food. ahaha i was like 0_0 and also that sushi wasnt real sushi. anyway buffet was brilliant, i ate a lots chinese food and my stomach was almost going to explode haha. i couldnt catch my last train so my friend let me to stay her house. thank you yumi.and today,,,well i came back home at 10am, went to bed about 11:00(i slept only 2hours because of girls talk with her yesterday)and woke up at....guess.....18:00. when i woke up, i felt really tired because of too much slept.
thats it :)oh i had my fringe cut, good bye my unique fringe and hello new normal fringe.


life is sweet

yesterday ive bought 2vintage dress but i dont know i can wash these dress. i really hope i can. i love vintage clothes but i hate smell haha. do you know how to get rid off that smells? if you know it tell me.
i saw the movie "Me and you and everyone we know" it was great. i love kinda slow and quiet movie such as Little miss sunshine, Life is sweet, Thumbsucker and so on. independent movies are great:)
i've finally got ill but its okay because i just have sore throat and cough. sometimes headache ahaha. anyway im going to go to Luke's house tomorrow and stay 5days, we havent met for 2 month. really long time. we have a plan to cook japanese food and watch STAR WARS 6. we going to make Nikujyaga. its errrrr hmmmm simmered meat and potatoes?? i dont know how to explain but its really typical japanese food, it said that if you can make it perfect you can be good wife in japan. ive cooked it once and...it was so so. i mean it wasnt good but not bad haha. i wonder if we can find all the ingredients because you know we usually use 糸コンニャク......and i asked one teacher who had been in japan for 2 years about konnyaku (konjac?) and he said he never see konnyaku in england. well i can make it without this so its fine.
oh yeah and Luke has a lightsaber so i can play with it :) brilliant isnit?
aahhhh i think im fall in love with Paul Dano. he is so sweet.


Sufjan Stevens

His songs are amazing. every his songs are brilliant. i havent met any good music long time and i always listen same type songs such as The beatles, Star wars, harry potter...etc. why i talked about him is well first... i love the movie "Driving Lessons" and i always wanted this soundtrack but i couldnt find it. i saw this movie today and suddenly i thought that i might be able to find these music on you tube haha. yeah its really simple and easy idea but i dont know why i never thought it haha. i finally found him on you tube. i didnt noticed that his song was used by "Little Miss Sunshine"! i love this movie and i've seen it many times. i totally have to buy his album.

i love these music. you can hear it on the movie "driving lessons"

what do you think... isnt he great!?
i was thinking about what should i do tomorrow, well i decided to go to newcaslte. i want to go for a walk with my camera , go to hmv and vintage clothes shop. ahaha maybe i can drop in my school and say hi. anyway i feel so great now.
1, i could fine great music.
2, when i chatted with luke, we talked about Star Wars a lot.
3, we decided to watch Star Wars when i go to his house.
4, only 2days left until i go to his house
5, i look forward to walking tomorrow
YES 今日一日つまらんかったから明日は発散してこよう。でもお金使いすぎないように。

bloody cold

its getting really cold in here. i hate cold but i like winter.
my course was over on friday and i had really enjoyed in school. i've got certification and its not so bad so i was surprised about it. im going to write about my certification later.
3days left until i go to luke's house and im really looking forward to go there. my mum sent me japanese chopsticks and i will give it to his parents but i dont know they like it because i dont think they have an opporunity for using it....difficult. actually i wanted my parents to send me anther things such as towle or noren, something like that.
oh i can go to Baltic tomorrow maybe...my hostmother told me there are film festival in baltica. errr not festival i dont know what i say. but i think its like museum? anyway i can see many kind of short film and its free. oh yeah i totally have to. actually i drew up one scenario of short film but i dont think its good because i might find similar things on you tube.....hmmmm.
i hate to creat story because im not good at it haha. i prefer act actually.
i have to tidy my room because my room is always messy. its not that i cant clean, im just lazy to do. i want to write more but i dont know what should i write.

okkk about my certification.
im in upper intermediate. (there are Beginner, Elementary, Pre-intermediate, intermediate, upper intermeiate, advanced, proficiency)
*Below Avarage ( nothing )
*Avarage ( nothing )
*Good ( Grammar, Writing )
*Excellent ( Vocabulary, Pronunciation, Listening, Speaking, Reading, Communicate, Motivation)
good isnt it? ahha yeah im not good at grammar and writing, i dont like to write haha.



its november already i havent written my blog again.
today im going to write about good things and bad things
*Vintage clothes shop
i've finally found it in newcaslte so i can go anytime if i want a clothes. i dont like "new" esp, if i go to the clothes shop i can see many same things. i dont like it. haha
i think i can understand about grammar than before. well my english is still bad though.
*Mobile Phone
did i write about my mobile phone? i finally got it a month ago.
my friends sent me some japanese snacks i love it and i often used to eat it so im really happy about it.
i can see him next week oh luke is my boyfriend's nickname. he has many nickname. all of this was decided by me. now his haif looks like luke skywalker thats why "luke".

most of my lovely friends had left recently and a few people moved up their class. now...my class is boring. i hate it actually.
*Package from japan
my mum sent me some of my winter clothes and japanese things but i had to pay about it because of some...mmmmm problem. i paid £90!!! thats fucking crazy and i planed to receive it today but they didnt come! im really worry about it seriously.
*My weight
i gain about 5 kg...i have to do on diet but i cant so i dont
I forget things really easily so i forgot what i wanted to write about bad things haha i though i had a lot of bad news. hmmmmmm well its okay.