i have to sleep, i have a job tomorrow and must wake up till 10 haha. anyway i think i can wake up so thats fine but i will be tired, i hope a lots costomers dont come tomorrow.
ive just finished watching "driving lessons". i really love that film it makes me relax. i realized that i can understand what they said a lot, i mean i bought it a few years ago and of course its without subtitles but i really wanted to see it because Rupert Grint on it haha. when i saw it at first time, i honestly say i couldnt understand what they said. well of course i could understand a little bit but not whole but now...i can hear the sentence :) its brilliant isnt it?
by the way i went to the park today and it was brilliant because everywhere now is light up like christmas tree ;) i like to go for a walk alone although sometimes it makes me feel lonly but its fine. anyway id better to sleep now. nighty night.


ive got a job

yeah ive been busy for party and job. well today was my 2 time shift and im working at japanese sushi restaurant. i was really nervous the first time but everyone is nice. but today i dropped sake and beer, when i dropped it i just thought "oh my fucking god, boss gonna be suck me and costomer gonna be really mad". i was really surprised that they didnt get mad at me at all. instead they said to me with smile "Dont worry Dont worry". i have to be careful to carry everything, waitress is dificult!!!! argh. but i like my job now.
wow i think my english getting bad, maybe because im tired....i hope so, anway ive been here for 5month. i dont know my english getting better or not. no its getting bad i think. oh gosh i have to study, i know i must study. my hands try not to touch text book. im reallly sleepy i woke up at 9am today o_0 you must be think 9am isnt early time but its really early like 6am for me because i usually get up at 12 or after 12 haha.

oh i almost forgot to write about party. well most of my friends going to back their country or they might have already gone. anyway last wednesday we had a party and it was great. i had 5 glass of wine and 1vodka&Redbull but i didnt get drunk and also i didnt get hungover! brilliant isnt it? i usually get hungover after drink alcohole even i dont get drunk. i think my body getting strong in uk haha. argh i need to learn more vocab. sometimes i cant explain what i really want to tell haha okaaaaaaayy tired bye.



I went to the job center to make my national insurance number today. when i went to there, a man asked me may i help you so i asked about NIN then he gave me a card which written number and said, just call there. so i called there, i hate telephone because we cant see each other and we cant use body languages haha. anyway when i called there, a woman asked me a few questions such as where am i come from, why do i need NIN and she said something last but actually i dont remember but when i asked her "i just waiting for call or something?" then she said yes so,,,i have to wait something haha. maybe a letter or call. but i dont recieve anything from them in 9days i can call again and ask. i hope i can get it.
By the way period is coming! fyew, i was really worried about that actually. when i made sweet sandwitches i always worry about it haha maybe i shouldnt do that then i dont have to worry uhuhu. its been cold,,,no not cold, freeeeeeeeeezing recently,,,even im in house. i miss kotatsu. oh kotatsu is small table with an electric heater underneath and covered by a quilt. i just serched how to say it in english in here. i really need kotatsu with orange. ha i know sounds really typical japanese house. i think they should be more popular but there is the problem if you get used to kotatsu. if you get used to it, you cant get out from it and you will think you dont want to go anywhere even toilet haha. you can understand what i mean if you've used it once :)
Speaking of kotatsu, it reminds me of 鍋料理(japanes nabe) 

  cool isnt it? in japan when winter comes, we often eat these things. alots vegitables with poke or beef, so its really healthy. i think you can make it if you find nabe(pot) like above things. ah i cant stop thinking about japanese food haha