i was going to make a film but i realized that i cant make it alone so i didnt. does anybody wants to make a film with me? it would be great. i dont have a friends in here, sad isnt it? how to make a friend, where should i go, what should i do? naaa thats fine. ive been here for 6 month and i had a lots friends last summer. everyone left and im alone. well i have a best friend who is also my boy friend wheyyyyy.
anyway i like to talk with people but i dont have any topic so i cant keep conversation what a poor story haha. uuuh im dying to study drama, i cant do anything, my life is so boring. yes very boring but i dont want to go back japan. selfish? yeah i am selfish.
actually since i came here, i cant stop thinking about japanese food, i told my dad about it then he said dont think about it and when he was traveling around the world he never ever thought about it. i just wonder how, i want to travel like my dad but how?japanese food is the best best best i prefer rice to bread. well well well i should get used to it.
oh my ￡20 has gone. where the fuck is my fucking ￡20!? i really need it for my food i dont want to use my card. i remember i put ￡60 on the shelf (20 20 20) and i checked it there were only 40. hmmmmm has money legs? can they walk? anyway luckly i had a job yesterday and i have a money a bit but its not enough for rent. well ive been saving a bit money so thats fine but...where is it?
i want to read pride and prejudice but i left it in joe's home. ahaaaaaaaaaa