30/05/2010

私の眼鏡どこ?

引っ越して2日がたちましたかな。
いまだになれずにあたふたしていますが、もうすぐ仕事探しを始めるつもり、何店舗がスタッフ募集してるところがあったからそこに当たってみます。10か月もNCにいて少しジョーディーアクセントに慣れてきてたころだったからこっちきて、?ってなることが。まあ聞きやすいことは聞きやすいんだけど、こんなにも違うんだなと。んでこのあいだジョーと庭にテントたてる練習したんけど終わった後にきづいためがねがない。大変だよ眼鏡ないとか。なんとかコンタクトレンズでがんばってるけどずっとつけたくないし。今も画面がぼやけてみえるからストレスが。

あーなんとなくジェーンに会いたい。

27/05/2010

thanks hexham and newcastle

im going to leave here today and move to another town, im excited but feel sad. i really liked here, small beautiful town ;)

25/05/2010

fucking green


The Tallest Man, The Broadest Shoulders - Sufjan Stevens

i love this scene.

24/05/2010

relax

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急にヨガがやりたくなってリラクゼーションミュージックをyoutubeで探しまくってそれにあわせてストレッチを1時間くらいかけてしてた。いいね。リラクゼーション。水の音とかはいってるやつ最高。あのまま寝れちゃうっていうね。最近天気がよくてよすぎて暑いよイギリスは。明日も天気よかったらちょっと都会までいって写真でもとろうかね。探しものもあるし。火曜日でバイト終わり。水曜日は仕事仲間との集まり、木曜日はホストファミリーへのケーキを買おうかと。・・・。パッキングもしなくてはね。
最近もっといろんな人と交流できたらなーって思うよ。そしてたくさん経験したいですないろいろなことを、多分あたいって深入りする恋には向いてないと思うんだー。深入りされるすぎるとうっとおしいって思ってしまう。年重ねたら多分考え方かわってくんのかもだけどまだそんな年とっとらんし、いろいろな人と出会ってみたいよね。一人だけじゃなくて、なんて言ってる残念ながら自分は容姿が良くないからだれも寄ってはこないんだけどさ、人間は顔だけじゃないよーと言いたい。こういうのってビッチって思われるのだろうか。人生一回きりだから楽しむだけ楽しまないとなーなんて。はめはずしすぎは良くないけどね。どね。ね。

23/05/2010

smells like summer

i realized that uk's air smell and japanese air smell is kinda same but when its near dinner time, its different. i used to walk with my dog near dinner time in the summer when i was in japan because its not that hot than day time and smells really nice. smells like grilled fish,mmmmm yummy. its nearly 11pm in here and still bright :)
im going to move to other town on this friday...which means i need to quit now my job and look for new job in other town. im kinda excited about it but bit sad because i liked here. dont know why but i feel nervous.
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size of my forehead

i have a huge forehead and i never show it. everybody suprised when they saw it. today im going to show you my huge forehead haha.
おでこの広さがね尋常じゃなくて、あげると落武者になるからみっともないのよ。おでこ広い人は頭がいいだの何かがいいだのっていわれるけど良い思いをしたことが一度もないんだな。おれのでこ初公開。

22/05/2010

meow

its been really warm recently and really comfortble.
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17/05/2010

japchae/잡채

i think i cooked it well for the first time. im going to store it in the refrigerator because i cooked a lot haha.
初めて作った割にはうまくつくれたよ。うまいし。韓国おもいだした。ゴマ忘れたけど

fyew

ive just finished cleaning up. i realized that i have lots of clothes as if i was born in uk. i will move to my bf's house soon...i hope deliver isnt expensive.
oh yeah i really want to say 'thank you' to my mum. well she often sent me many things and a few weeks ago i really needed sesame oil but i couldnt find it in here so i asked my mum to send me and when i received it, there were black dress and sesame oil in it....i only took them away at that time. today ive found another things, i didnt noticed them because its flat and in plastic bag. guess what? she also sent me the brochure of 'Sherlock Holmes' for me :) how kind my mum. i was like 'oh my god' when found it. thank you mum.
anyway im going to cook korean food called japchae(잡채). i hope i can cook well. but first i need to have a shower.
pictures are my room (before after) and my wet hair. my hair is curly when its wet but it goes back to straight when i dry my hair.
部屋掃除しおわったんけどさ、汚かったなー。ほこりが。窓あけたかったんだけど開けようとしたときに、虫が窓付近にいたからあけなかった。これからテントウムシの季節なんだけどさ、すでに今日窓際で4匹みつけてん。何匹かは天国いってたけど。んでね前にママがごま油おくってくれてんその時はワンピースとごま油だけにしか気づかなかったんだけど、今日そのボックス捨てようと思って中身確認したら、ただの袋だとおもってたやつに何かがはいってるのがわかってあけてみたらシャーロックホームズのパンフレットやった!なんて優しいんだろうとおもってその場でそれを抱きしめたよ。あは。
んで今夜ははチャプチェつくってみるぜ。写真は部屋のbefore afterと自分の濡れた髪←あたいの髪濡れてるときはくるってなるんだよね。乾かすとストレートに戻るけどさ。

16/05/2010

fuck diarrhea

dont know why i get diarrhea easily. apparently my stomach isnt that strong although i eat a lot. i am very happy when i watch a movie, eat something, and sleep. sounds really lazy though. if my friends, family or boyfriends leave some foods, i always eat that because i dont want waste of it. i work as waitress you know and i see people who order many foods even they cant eat all of it and left it. i hate fucking these people and i dont understand. how can they do like that? its just wasted of food and money...i think i said like that before on this blog. ha sorry i am very forgetful like old people.
oh yeah thesedays i find really weird ugly insects around my bed. so i need to clean my room. i dont think my room is really dirty. a few days ago i found the 4th same insect so i captured it, showed my hostmother and she said it comes from garden...ewwwwww. i really hate a insect. i really hate even its a butterfly. because ive stepped on it once haha
ってことでイギリスにきてから10カ月目にはいろうとしてるんだけどさ、下痢気味になることが結構多いんだよね。あたいの料理が悪いのか、でも朝にでたりするし、何も食べてない時とか。お腹弱いみたい。あたい基本体弱いなおい。皮膚がまず敏感やから環境かわったり寒さでじんましんでよるし。めんどくせ。あとね最近変な虫がうちの部屋にでよるから捕まえてジェーンにみせたら「庭からくるもだけど攻撃せんから大丈夫よー」言われました。攻撃もともかく部屋にいることがいやだわw。ベッドの周りからでるもんだからこわいよ。寝てる間に顔をはってたらとか変に妄想してまう。だってまえ昼に枕のぼってたからさ。カバー買えてもその枕つかえなくなりましたよ。
そういえばこの間日本人のお客さんきて喋ってたら「関西出身?」って聞かれたんけどどうやらいまだに友達の訛りがぬけきってないおれ。影響うけやすいよな自分ってほんとう。前にいた日本の友達がばりばりの訛りでしゃべるもんだから一緒にいてうつったよ。多分関西方面からみたらださいんだろうな私。まあいいや。イギリスにいるんだもん関係ねえ。

dhani harrison

this photo is his father George Harrison.


“as i got a little older, my dad would always say ‘you look more like george harrison than i do’.”
—dhani harrison

<3

15/05/2010

sean lennon


i really love his song, sometimes his voice reminds me of his father John Lennon.
最後ビンセント・ギャロとうつってるんよ。なんかすごいって思ってしまった。

14/05/2010

that is great


i cant stop watch this.

11/05/2010

funny

i had a work and it was a little bit busy today, my back and legs are realy hurt. well i have a work tomorrow too though. anyway funny things happend when i was on my way to home. when i was in train, a guy asked me if he falls a sleep, wake him up when we get our station because he was drunk and i said okay so i thought he went to sleep but a few minutes later, he asked me do i mind if he sit down next me and i said no. i didnt know why i say no haha anyway so we were talking until get our train station, first we talked about why im in uk and what is he studying in uni. he is one older than me. then suddely he asked me can he kiss me. i was like 'what the fuck is he talking about'. of course i said NO, but he said please so i said 'if you touch me, ill kick your nuts.' and he gave up but we still kept talk. when we got our train station, we just stopped to talk, got off and went to home. we didnt even say good bye haha. i thought it was a bit dangerous but actually i was glad to talk with somebody in a train because it never happend to me before. i know i need to be careful though. i was thinking that if he follow me when we get off the train, im going to ask people help but he didnt nothing so it was okay :)
今日仕事帰りの電車でおもしろいことがあってね、あたいの向かい側に座ってた男の人が「すいませんが、僕結構飲んでるんで、寝てしまったら駅ついたときに起こしてくださいな」っていわれて降りる駅が一緒だからあ、わかりましたー的な感じで会話終了したんだけど急にあたいの席にちかづいてきてチラチラみてるもんだからあたいなんじゃろなって思って携帯いじるふりしてんけど何分か経ってから「隣に座ってもいいかい」って言われて最初は「?」って感じだったけど、まあいいやって思ってオーケーしてん。どこに住んでるか聞かれたから嘘ついといたけどね、とりあえずお互いの職業について話してて彼は大学生やってん試験が終わったから友達と飲んだ帰りで、まああたいは仕事帰りで、イギリスの話ししてまあいろいろ話して楽しかったんけど急に「話をかけたのは君がすごく魅力的だったんだよ」てきにどんどんそっちの方向の話しされてきて「キスしていいかい」って。だめに決まってんじゃねえかって思って「もしアタイに触ったら、チンコ蹴りあげるよ」って言って。まあさほど危険は感じなかったけどこいつただのナンパじゃねえかって思って。まあ駅ついたら、何事もなかったように降りて、ついてもこなかったから平気だったけど、でも話は楽しかったよ。いろいろ教えてくれたし。あたいが住んでる地元の人とこんなにじっくり話したのは初めてでね。まあ彼酔ってたから明日には忘れてるだろうがね。明日も仕事じゃけ、今日混んだからから疲れたわ。

09/05/2010

eh?

im not going to post a blog with photos today, sometimes i feel like just want to write something. okay firstly i'm in a bit shock because my profile just disappeared from my agency's website, well i know the reason why: im not in japan at the moment and even when i was in japan i didnt do a lots work but im still in shock. at least i just wanted them to ask me before remove it haha. i realized that i really need to do something big before i go back to japan. i dont want to back to japan with nothing.

secondly i really want to chage my hair, you know i change it quite often. i had short hair, green hair, curly, short fringe and so on. sometimes i think want to try dreadlocks. its really cool. well when i told my parents about it, they said NO. i wont do that though because im really worry about smell. if you have this hair, you cant wash it everyday. anyway i will get perm one day like when i was in high school, i really loved that hair. appearently teachers hated my hair though, i remember that they were angry at me...i didnt back to straight though. and they also doubted my hair color even i didnt do anything, it was quite annoying.
well i think these things are probably one of my good memory...i shouldve enjoyed high school life more becaus i didnt enjoy it. i didnt even take a note the last half of school...haha i always think its miracle that i could graduate. because i only good at English and a bit German and terrible at rest of them unfortunately.

いきなり消えてたからびっくりした。普通にショックだったけどまあ今日本にいないからね、プロフィールあってもオーディションは受けてるわけでないし活動してないからね。絶対何かしてから日本へ帰りたいですね。なんでもいいから地味でもいいから大きいことして帰りましょうか。えいえいおー。
あと急に話かわってドレッドヘアーに憧れてますあたし。多分に合わないだろうと思うけどやってみたいなーなんてでもあれやったら、他の髪型できんし、すぐにほどけるわけでもないから。やっぱりパーマをくるっとやってみるのがいいかな。もうクルクルって猛烈なパーマをかけたいどす。でもイギリス高いんだよね。しかも髪に合うか知らんし、高くてもすぐとれたら嫌じゃけ。

i want a Rollerblade , where can i get it? ebay?

08/05/2010

Earth girls are easy

i watched "the life aquatic", "My Blueberry Nights" and "Earth girls are easy" today. "earth girls are easy" is so funny and really 80s film,i couldnt stop laughing. Jeff Goldblum......why is he so sexy? his smile, his body, his voice,,,;)i think you will like it.
日本題名は「ボクの彼女は地球人」、若かりしころのジム・キャリーとかもでとるよ。とりあえず笑った笑った。あージェフ氏本当かっこいいわ。ゆうつべで全部みれますよ。

06/05/2010

crazy bed making

i know im crazy thats why you like me dont you?
...oh hate me? whatever.
最近顔にぶつぶつでてきてかゆくてつい顔をゆがませちゃうんだけど
ビデオでも最後のほう変な顔の動きしてるけどきにせんといて。

i

miss my dog.
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05/05/2010

make yourself comfy

i wish i could go for a walk in pajams. by the way i think ive got hay fever because when i go out i have a runny nose everytime then i cant stop sniff,,,i try not to do that because its bad manner in this cournty. is it bad manner in japan? i forgot. argh i really want to eat japanese food i miss them ramen, sushi, onigiri and so on.

04/05/2010

japan is really cool

thanks rupert :)
he said "he'd like to sell ice cream in japan". haha that would be great.

im listening to soundtrack of the darjeeling limited, when my eyes close i feel like im in india...i want to eat curry, actually i have a frozen curry rice so i can eat whenever i want.
今日ね、鉛筆みたいなものすごいタイニーな箒にのって空をびゅんすか飛びまわる夢をみて起きた時気分がよかった。おもしろかったのは本当に小さすぎて人差し指と親指でコントロールしてん。夢占いみたいなの調べてみたら、今の生活からフリーになりたいとか解放されて違うことをしたいみたいな感じらしくてあたってるなーっておもった。それにタバコを吸う夢までみたんだよ。夢占いによると、仕事や人間関係でストレスだって、確かに最近ちょっとあれーって思ってきて。実はmargotみてたら目の周り黒くしてみたくてしたんだがあんまりにも気持ち悪くて死神みたいだったからすぐに落とした。あたしはアイメイクはあわないよ本当。マスカラとチークと口紅で十分
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02/05/2010

The Royal Tenenbaums


i like Margot's hair, make and fashon. you know what, i feel like want to try smoke everytime i see this film...well i wont though. Wes Anderson is amazing director.

the darjeeling limited

i just realized that Adrien Brody looks like John Lennon and Jason Schwartzman looks like Ringo Starr. dont you think so? anyway the darjeeling limited is one of my favorite movies, music is also good. i really want to go to India.

6 movies.

i watched 6 movies yesterday and 2 movies today.
Art school confidential
its errrr not good.

Happy go lucky
the main lady was quite annoying me. she looks drunk.

Wild Child

its very teenager movie haha. this film reminds me of St trinians.

Year one

its comedy but..i think this movie is for kids.

Cracks

i kinda like it.

The boy in the stripe pyjamas

horrible ending but its great movie i think.
i was quite surprised and i couldnt belive it.