i hope you guys are not on the santa's naugty list. because i might be.

like i said on the previous post, have a good christmas. don't be miserable and ruin your christmas like i did today on eve and it was horrible and i dont know why i did that ( i always do that). miserable sucks. just smile like buddy the elf.

anyway if you need to spend your christmas alone, ill be with you in somewhere in your mind...which sounds a bit creepy. if you need weird noisy BGM, here is christmas song i covered if you need it although i know that nobody needs it. id rather listen classic christmas song.

Let it snow
Baby it's cold outside
Rocking around the christmas tree
Santa Claus is coming to town
or weird karaoke with me?

have a holly jolly Christmas.みんなメリークリスマス。スマイルを忘れずにね。
PS: Dear Santa Claus, all i want for christmas is just my dog's health back. seriously. i need your help Santa, could you bring some miracle medicine from north pole?

welome to my weird winter wonderland.

hope you like it.



i got this lovely "book worm" t-shirt from PinDippy. don't tell me you dont know about PinDippy yet. but just in case if you dont know about it,,,ill tell you shortly.
Jessie cave who is known as Lavender Brown in Harry Potter series, she created this production called "PinDippy",she is an artist and making really funny short films. she has really unique style and i absolutely love it. she inspired me a lot but i cant make any good short film like her obviously. anyway ill show you some of her films and some harry potter co-star appears in, you might recognize them if you are huge fan of harry potter.


christmas decoration everywhere.

I've been posting only video lately and I am going to post another uke video today. sorry if you don't like it, I'm more like movie person than just photos. anyway is everything alright for you guys? I've been looking for another job, it is really hard because I'm not looking for just normal job, it's different like you need to be a beautiful. yes beautiful, you can guess what it is. i'm not beautiful nor pretty at all, but i really want to try it again, i used to be in that job and I've done only 2 and it was horrible, i didn't know how to show myself, i didn't even like fashion, i was incredibly ugly in inside/outside of myself which is why i didn't have a confidence. i am still kinda that person who is always complain about myself but i know how to show myself so ill just try it as much as i can....and i don't want to work with uncomfortable black suits. it must be horrible unless you enjoy to do it. sounds very spoiled girl but i'm not. well I'm just hoping that i can tell you happy nice news one day.
by the way my dog has another problem again which makes me so depressed, i found a probably 2 or 3cm lump under her ear so need to take her to vet again to make sure its not cancer. if its a cancer, i would be...i dont know, i wouldn't be able to focus on my work, life everything. she is old (9y/o). i only can think about negative way. well ill find what it is tomorrow anyway. hope its not bad lump.

today's video
Baby, it's cold outside (ukulele cover) by me and me


december craziness

well...hope you enjoy it.